….nothing i did was ever good enough…
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…understand that she just wanted me to strive to be better…
…forgiven her, but the trauma remains…
…I was belittled most of my life…
…my previous posts regarding switchs, flyswatters and the dead rabbit….
…grandmother was very strict… but people.wouldnt know that because there were 2 sides of her… her public persona and her private persona…
…grandmother and I a ere both abused as children…
Not getting into it to protect myaelf.and my grandmother…
…also heard her talking about how my grandmother coddlrs.m3,but I wasn’t coddled at all… she doesn’t know about what happened to me as a child…
…now I can’t trust her… because it was her voice…